April in Photos

April 2013 Mosaic

The months keep zooming by faster and faster and April was no exception.  I’m really loving doing these month in photos posts, not only because it’s a great way to remember what the hell I was up to, but it’s also so interesting to see the way the photos change with the seasons – my photos from January are vastly different from these photos not only in subject matter but the light is so different!

So, April started off with a flight to New York for Eric’s grandmother’s funeral.  I’m so glad that we were there, and got to spend a bit of time with family that we haven’t seen in a long while – some who I’d never met.  And as I mentioned in my post about Easter, it really had a huge impact on me.  And perhaps all of the feelings that were brought up by that period of time were what triggered my complete 180 mood swing?  There were a couple of weeks there that I was so out of sorts, and so sad and angry that I could barely stand myself.  I certainly couldn’t stand other people.  And when I say a complete 180, I mean it.  I went from happy Spring, happy bright sunny buttery yellow nail polish to my big “back off” warning sign of black nail polish.  I did eventually emerge from the worst of it, but I still don’t feel like I’ve got my groove back.

I finished up the last of the Fever series on the plane back from NY, and I’d picked up the Jenny Lawson book in the airport so I started it on the way home.  I just finished it yesterday and am starting something new for May.

Eric and I celebrated our seven (!!) year anniversary on the 8th and he made us a lovely dinner at home and brought me roses.  I did some work on my dad’s memorial sampler and started assembling my Tula Pink quilt – both were unfortunately fraught with issues (I should probably have waited to work on things until I was over my whatever it was mood).

Things did start to turn around a little bit last week and I felt a little better, took a day off work and even painted my nails gold (OPI Glitzerland, which is a dupe for Chanel Diwali that I was seriously coveting!).  I even had a few productive days at home doing some photo editing (I have a huge backlog) and getting some scanning done in our going paperless project at home.  And I got to have a fabulous dinner with a coworker and we tried out a new to me restaurant called Whiskey Cake (where we, in fact, ordered whiskey cake).  It was sooooo good!

So the month was not a total wash, and I’m hoping that I can begin to sort through what all was going on with me and get back to my happy place.  But, it’s better.  Oh, and a big big thank you to Eric for changing my little social media icons – I am much happier with them!!

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