Posting some randomness, just mainly because I feel the need to post.
I seem to be in a pink phase – all my recent posts have been pink. This one is no exception.
I keep trying to get “caught up” with this blog, although I’m not entirely sure what I mean by “caught up”. My dad died at the end of February and I haven’t blogged here about it – about him. Maybe that’s why I haven’t blogged at all…I feel like I should post something about him before posting anything else. But I just haven’t been able to bring myself to do it.
Some days I feel like I’m moving through it all just fine. But then I realize that I’m having to push myself to interact, to socialize. Most days all I can manage is looking at pretty photos on Pinterest and tumblr. I find it soothing. It’s like a Tori Amos song – it embraces me and allows me to just be. However I am, I can just be.
I have so much to say, so many things are swirling around in this head of mine – thoughts, dreams, regrets, hopes…and I can’t seem to get any of them out. I’ll try, a little at a time. Just forgive me if it comes slowly.